L13

This first card represents the atmosphere surrounding you currently: it is the Queen of Cups. Now, ordinarily, this represents a woman with light hair and eyes and is usually a water sign-cancer, scorpio or pisces. She is imaginative, emotional, comforting, a good advisor, and can empathise with everyone’s problems. This card can also represent these qualities and not the actual person. It is my feeling, that it is a woman involved in this situation, whether for good or bad.

#2: this is the card that crosses you, which means that it shows the obstacles or challenges you’re up against. The card is the Page of Swords. This suggests that there have been broken promises, oaths betrayed, and someone has been all talk and no action. It is a warning not to trust this person.

#3: this card represents that which is affecting you and your actions, and is basically, the problem at hand. The card is The Chariot (reversed): in the reversed position, this card suggests a lack of direction, confusion, stagnation, and a constant struggle in your mind over what needs to be done and what path must be taken.

#4: this position represents the root of all problems: it is the Page of Cups (reversed): this card represents someone who is emotionally immature, uncreative, can only think inside the box, and refuses to try new things or be daring. It represents a stagnation that festers like a cancer.

#5: this position shows what is currently passing right now: it is the reversed Hermit. This suggests a time, for you, of utter loneliness, soul searching, and painful isolation. It is a card that shows a person that may be trying to” stick it out” but is suffering to the point where they feel their soul dying inside.

#6: this position represents the future within 6 months. The card is the Devil. This card suggests that there is an addiction, or bonding, to some type of destructive behavior. Sometimes, it represents drugs and alcohol, but it also represents sexual addictions, or pornographic addictions and adultery. Although this is a card representing the future, that doesnt mean these things arent showing now. It means the totality of this problem will be revealed over the next 6 months.

#7: this card represents you; it is the 9 of Wands (reversed): this card suggests that you may feel scared and even paranoid, edgy and defensive because you already know what’s wrong, but are unsure as how to fix it. It also shows that you aren’t ready for the battle it will take to fix these issues.

#8: this position represents your” house”, or relationships. It is the 10 of Wands. It also lies next to the Page of Swords. This shows a very heavy burden that you carry, and the other person involved will not pull their own weight. Though they say they will, and promise to make changes, it’s not happening, and your burden is too much.

#9: this position represents your hopes and fears: it is the reversed Temperance card. It lies next to the Devil, which shows you hope that balance can be achieved, and you hope the promises will be kept and things can be had in moderation, but your fear is that it will never be balanced.

#10: this is the final outcome: it is the 6 of Pentacles reversed. If things continue as they are set to go right now, there will only be one of you trying to make things work. Only one will put in any effort and only one of you actually sees it as something worth putting time and energy into.

Things can change. Always. This is not an absolute destiny, of course, but if changes aren’t made by both of you, as a team, there will be an end to this relationship.

M&Ms

#1: This is the current environment. The card is the Queen of Swords. This card indicates that you have sought answers to this question/situation, but have now sought answers through a spiritual advisor. It is also a card that shows it will be a clear cut decision.

#2: This position shows the obstacles or challenges before you, that which you are facing. The card is the 4 of cups, and suggests that a choice is offered, and you have waited long enough to choose. It is time.

#3: this position is what is on your mind, that which dictates the flow of this situation. It is the Justice card. Balance, objectivity, and rational thought are required. In this instance, you are weighing the scales, trying to decide which is better for you, but the rational, down to earth, “normal” choice is right.

#4: this position shows the root of all of your problems. It is the High Priestess. It suggests that you’re going through this situation because it is a time of soul development for you, as well as a time for you to understand your true power as a female. You will learn to draw boundaries within yourself, but you will also find the strength to put your foot down with others-especially men. This is something that your soul needs to develop.

#5: this is what’s passing now: the card is the Sun. This card represents a happy and fulfilling relationship, that will eventually lead to marriage.

#6: this card’s position represents the future of the next 6 months: it is the 5 of Cups (reversed) and in this position, it shows that a rejection of someone will take place. But, although you will feel great pain and sadness from this, it is a lesson in letting go of the past. In the reversed position, the card also indicates a person from your past will come back into your life.

#7: this position is you: it is the 5 of Wands. In this position, this card shows that there is much confusion, battles within the self, and distortions of what the future may hold in your mind. It lies next to the High Priestess, and so, suggests that you’re fighting your soul’s desire. This makes sense in your situation, as practicality in a person can seem scary and boring.

#8: this represents your relationships: 6 of Wands: you will conquer this situation and become the victor. It lies next to the 4 of Cups, suggesting that you will make the right choice and be whole from that.

#9: this card represents your hopes and fears. It is the Fool card, which is obvious in its meaning. It is showing us that you’re afraid of making the wrong decision and suffering for it.

#10: this position is the final outcome card: it is the 7 of Wands: if the advice in the cards is followed, there will be struggles, of course, and it will be ok. There is an inner strength within you that you have yet to find, that means you are more than capable of handling the situation. Do not be afraid of standing by the decions you have made.

The cards show that the right choice for you is the practical path.

*I would like to offer you advice on this from a personal perspective, but would rather do that via text.

Whatever

So, I’m just sitting here typing outloud. Typing my thoughts out as a cathartic tool. Everyone dreads Mondays. I know it’s a fact of life. But, no one should dread them to the point that I do. It’s ridiculous. I hate this city and it’s schools so much.

Tomorrow, my son faces a three day suspension becuase he and his friend were play fighting in the cafeteria. Their punishment was to eat lunch in a classroom with a teacher, but when that day came, they were told the teacher was with the special olympic kids at their meet. So, they went to the cafeteria and ate lunch. While there, another fight broke out. A real one. And after school, I personally witnessed the SRO handcuffing someone and escorting them inside. Some of the kids wear anklets… you know the house arrest ones? About half are on probation and a third have already been to jail, at least once. These kids are punks. If challenged, they back down or run away-like the kid that threw that shoe at my car. The teachers are afraid of being harmed, and no one can learn in that type of environment.

My youngest son’s school can barely speak English. He’s one out of probably twenty white kids in the whole school. Now, I don’t care about race, but when he gets picked at for not being a Vato or not being a Nigga, we’re going to have issues. He doesn’t take any shit and neither do I. And I grew up, literally one street over from where we live now, and these new people act as if we don’t belong here. Fuck that. I know I don’t belong here because my soul yearns to be elsewhere, but no one else gets to tell me that.

So, during the week, I fret over what is happening at their schools. If the police and ambulances are at the school when I pick my kids up, I panic-then try to remain calm. Afterwards, I cuss this city and everyone in it. Lol.

There’s so much more I could bitch about, but it really doesn’t matter. I’m stuck here for the time being anyway. Smh… well, best get back to work.

B14

#1: this position is what your current environment is: it is the ten of pentacles, reversed. In this position, and with it being reversed, this card shows a struggle of financial issues. It is not the time to try to invest financially into anything big, like houses or cars or large projects. Thoughts of lineage and family memories are most likely coming to you right now more than usual.

#2: this card crosses you, representing the challenges or opportunities that exist. The card is the empress (ironically, she is often called ceres and demeter.) This shows that you are on the threshold of combining the manifest and unmanifested realities of your life. You are going to begin tieing things together, and will be able to produce complex systems and theories that teach others. You will use nature to find your answers.

#3: this card shows the things that effect you daily, the reasons you do things and whats on your mind. It is the 5 of wands reversed. This card is all about struggle, but in its reversed position, it shows that you have come to realize the reasons for your anxieties and stresses and have started making genuine progress in fixing those issues, which will lead to harmony for you.

#4: knight of cups, reversed, in position of the root of all problems. This shows a removal of oneself from the clutter of negativity that was bringing you down. The lies, accusations, false people and energetic distractions were literally hurting you. You have already spoke of your hermitage, so we both understand what is meant here. This removal is what allowed for you to do what card #3 said.

#5: this position is what is passing right now. It is the reversed ace of cups. One of the challenges you have to face is bringing the logical, tangible reality into the same dimensional space as the abstract, spiritual realm, with you. Youre holding yourself back with logic. Open your mind and heart and you will finally combine the two.

#6: this position is the future of 6 months. 3 of swords, reversed. This card speaks of a reunification of lovers, an accomplishment that one never believed could happen, and a healing of a relationship. This card is a very sorrowful card, but in reverse shows a great emotional (as well as physical) healing that bridges the gaps of a cherished relationship.

#7: this is the card representing yoj: it is the ace of pentacles. Your marriage will grow stronger by the actions you have taken. Also, because of financial decisions and actions you have taken, your financial life is blooming right now. It will need to be cultivated, but the seeds are starting to bloom. Youre becoming the stronger, earth like person you are meant to be. You will always find communion with nature.

#8: this is the position of your house (the relationships youre involved with): it is the knight of swords. You tend to be the originator of thoughts and ideas and people wait for you to charge in and take command and then they act. They look to you for original ideas, plans, strategy, etc. Sometimes this card represents a young man of creative, but intuitive prowess, and i feel like this may be one of your students. It lies next to the empress, so i believe this to mean you and this person will work together to come up with this original plan or theory or something like that which will help others to understand multidimensional worlds and such.

#9: your hopes and fears: you fear suffering of anything and anybody, but the idea of suffering of your loved ones, especially your wife, terrifies you. You tend to feel helpless and your faith is constantly tested.

#10: this is the final outcome. It is the nine of cups. Some people say this is the most happiest card in the tarot as it represents a wish, and is also often referred to as the wish card. So, in your situation, you will achieve that which you have struggled to learn and master. You will link so many ideas and concepts for people that wouldnt understand otherwise. Healing, mastery of skills and abilities will happen for you.

Weird Dream

In this dream, I was at a big campground type of place, but it was in someone’s backyard. Like a country house with land in back, and they were having a huge bbq and sleepover type of thing. And it all was surrounding this event held at a local school, some kind of event that the bands and cheerleaders and everyone was a part of. Tons of school spirit from all of the local schools. Someone convinced me to wear a Memorial cheerleader uniform. Ummm…. i wont even go into the problems with that. Lol.

But, I had to park a great distance from this event, as well as the event bbq place, and i spent the majority of the dream going back and forth, bringing items from the car to the bbq.

When I finally got back, my friend, Skye, was there, and i gave her back a lot of stuff she supposedly left when she moved to another state 7 years ago. There was a necklace with this stuff, and i said ive held onto this since 92. Now you can have it back.

Then she introduced me to her family and a little boy was sleeping in the back of the car. She asked me if i knew names for baby snakes because the little boy had to face the snakes soon. He woke up and looked at me and said, “you’re not my mom. Go away.” So i did.

I ended up back at the school event and ended up giving a presentation to a bunch of kids about not smoking. Idk. It was just a weird ass dream.

Q2

The card that covers you is your current environment and state of affairs. It is the ten of cups. It is a wonderful card and shows happiness, peaceful relationships, and unity. Your question involved your studies, so in this position, it shows that you are working with the right people, fulfillment of your curiosities and wonderings is occurring as well as your need to be challenged. Your recent decision to dive into this new path of study was a good one and you will find great satisfaction on this journey.

#2: this is the card that crosses you, which represents the challenges and opportunities that will present themselves to you. The card is the devil. Be warned that old beliefs and values will be brought to the surface and you will question and discard much. In this position, it is a also a warning not to get addicted to the knowledge or the energy of the study, and that easily happens, and not to sacrifice your daily life and other responsibilities for this new path of study. You have plenty of time. Also, though, and this is very important, this card goes along with the next card, and I will explain its meaning momentarily, but you will be tempted by a dark individual to study with them, and it will be tempting as it would be fast and powerful, and you could see it as a fast track to success. This will only end badly.

#3: this card shows what is on your mind, or what is causing you to act. It is the four of cups. Now, this card shows that a choice is being offered to you, (or since we asked about your future study, what will be offered to you) and link this card with the devil card, and you will see the connection. It is ok to be tempted, but you must listen to your higher self and follow your own path. Sever ties with darkness. Although there is a promise of strength and security, it will be false.

#4: this position is the root of your issue: the card is the sun. Here we have an example of your higher self. Yes, you seek knowledge and wisdom and ability, and fulfillment in these areas will come, but you will have to make a strong decision in regards to this temptation to the darkness. Through this, your alliances with good friends, teachers, and others who care for you will grow stronger and you will bring a darkness to light. It is one of your life lessons that this will occur, and you will be afraid, at a point, because you will be challenged, possibly metaphysically, but your fears are more in the realm of losing friends and a sense of peace. To walk this path, though, you will face this trial, regardless, but this darkness you come into contact with is important in that it must be shown for what it is, and only you will be able to do this.

#5: this cards position is that of what is passing over you now. It is the four of swords. In this place, the card suggests that you have a renewed vigor and have become more active in life again. It is also a card that suggests astral projection, energy-distance work, dream work and even tantra. But those are all areas you will discover on this path of study. It does show a merging of conscious and subconscious thought patterns, so you are becoming more centered and therefore more potent because of this. The areas suggested here, you will excel at.

#6: this is the future of the next 6 months, and of course, it is always changeable. It is reversed Justice. In this position, this card warns of taking a subjective perspective in matters of study that you do not fully comprehend. While it is good to debate your beliefs within yourself, and discard that which is no lo nger needed, you also have to have all of the facts. This card warns you to keep your eyes open and maintain a good balance with this path of study and your normal everyday routines because youre evolution is occurring rapidly, and without balance, disastrous results could happen.

#7: this position shows you, who you are. It is the eight of pentacles. It is the card of a centered, whole, and masterful person. It suggests the creative arts should always be practiced and cultivated, and to pay close attention to every detail. (I take this as your music.) This practical talent will enhance your study on this new path so much. It must be attended to as much as you attend to your metaphysical studies.

#8: this is the card position of relationships, friendships, etc. The card is the hanged man. On this path of study, you will lose friends, and you will find friends, but what you have to focus on is following your true higher self. You cannot allow the fear of losing friends to conflict with your inner truth and a sacrificing of the old you will give birth to the new spiritually enlightened you.

#9: this placement is of hopes and fears. It is the nine of pentacles. It is your hope that you will find the answers you seek, or I should say, the knowledge you seek, on this path and you hope to find wholeness, oneness, and fulfillment and success on this path. Balance your spiritual studies with your daily life, and creative studies and you will have your hope.

#10: this is the final outcome. It is the 5 of wands reversed. This card suggests that after your struggle with the darkness, and when you find your balance, you will find harmony in all of your affairs. But there will be struggles, and when you find yourself facing them, remember that youre not alone, and that you have allies that are willing and ready to help. You’re a bringer of light, and you will do well on this path, but be prepared to fight the dark.

M13

The card that covers you holds the position of your life’s current environment. It is the 2 of wands. This shows a new chance coming for you to explore new opportunities and advance financially, as well as spiritually. Help will come from an unanticipated source. Self confidence is necessary at this moment, so that you will not hesitate when you see this unanticipated opportunity arrive.

#2: this card crosses you, which shows you the challenge or opportunity that you are currently facing.  It is the 6 of pentacles. Someone has been helping you financially for some time, and has been very kind to you, but it’s time now for you to move forward and ascend to a better position in life. A new job is hinted at with this card.

#3: this card shows the influence on the current environment of your life-that which triggers your actions. It is the ace of swords. In this position, this card shows that you seek victory, but in order to gain victory, you must leave the past behind you, draw firm boundaries, and look toward creating the future. Too long have you lingered on what might have been, and this has held you back. Your thoughts and emotions tend to race through your mind, and it is often hard to concentrate on one thing. But, by setting firm boundaries, establishing a clear cut goal for yourself, and letting the past go, you will come to find a more peaceful center.

#4: this position is the root of your problems. It is Judgment (reversed). In this position, it shows that you feel almost forsaken by others, that you don’t fit in anywhere, and that others view you as less than others. There seems to have always been an issue of not being valued in group settings, or not being a part of the whole, but this was a limitation placed on you by YOU. No one else saw it that way. You may have also felt many times that there was no use in trying to do better because you would never live up to others expectations of you. But, right now, is the perfect time to let it all go, and start a renewal process. As with the previous card, setting goals and boundaries, and letting the past die, you open yourself up to a new and better way to live. Expanding your spirituality would be perfect at this time as well.

#5: this is the card that shows what is currently passing by, the events about to transpire, or are transpiring right now. It is that which is in motion. The card is the Magician. This is a very favorable card. It shows a person of immense strength and knowledge that can create whatever their mind imagines. It is also a card connected to builders, masons, construction workers, etc. In this position, based on the other cards around it, it would be advised to look into some line of work that allows you to build and create solid identifiable things.

#6: this position represents the next 6 months. It is always changeable. It is the Knight of Wands. In this position, this card shows that you will remove blockages from your life that no longer (or may have never) benefited you. Any old relationships must be completely dissolved and you must find peace with that. You must also look to advancement in the job sector and remove the illusion that you cannot do better. Sometimes, this card shows an actual move in the future, so don’t be surprised if you decide to move houses.

#7: this position shows you, who you are. The card is the 10 of cups. It is a happy card, and one that shows a supportive and loving family. It would seem that a new possible romance has been introduced to you, which could lead to fulfillment. This card is one of peace. And though the cards around it have shown chaotic things, or spoke of blockages and movement, it would appear that you are a person that truly seeks a contentment in a family of your own in which you can be the provider and the strength of others. This card lies next to the reversed Judgement, which would indicate a failure (as you see it) of a relationship in the past is what governs your future, but that is a blockage you must remove.

#8: this position is your house, which means your friendships, relationships, romantic or business-like: there is much conflict and action. You tend to view several people as threats and there may have been actual arguments and fighting that has ensued. However, this card also shows that this is self-limiting behavior, and the only threat is the one we make on ourselves. You have bound yourself to the negative factors of your past, and until you let those go, freeing yourself, you will always have conflict. Also, this conflict can be in one’s own mind too. Like our minds decide to switch on us and we sabotage ourselves. What we think one moment may be in conflict with what we think an hour later. It is because of these blockages and holding onto pain from the past that you self-sabotage and hinder yourself from moving forward.

#9: this position is of hopes and fears. It is the five of pentacles. This card suggests that fear of losing in all ways. You fear appearing weak, poor, alone and lonely, and you fear that emotion as well. You fear the good memories of your past as they conflict with the negative ones that you see as having made you strong. This card sometimes suggests that a hopeless fantasy exists that involves renewing an old and broken relationship ( of any kind), but it is a futile thing, as it was meant to be this way. Fear can be used to strengthen you so that your fears become positive reinforcement and victories over your past.

#10: this is the final outcome card: the knight of cups.  This card suggests that you will not pay any mind to what the advice of the cards say, and in turn, will experience an upheaval in your life. This can be changed, of course, by following the advice of the cards, but that is your choice. It is highly recommended that you pay attention to your dreams, as guidance will come to you then. You also have a talent for healing, should you choose to learn more… most importantly though, this card in reverse shows that you can be the ultimate of what you imagine a good man to be, but you may choose to remain bound to your limitations. 

S1

#1: this is the card covering you and represents what is currently happening in your life. The knight of swords. There are too many things happening all at once. Nothing seems to be slowing down and youre finding it hard to keep up. There has been a new person introduced into your life that also complicates matters. Health wise, you’ve become too slack in your diet and exercise, as if you have no time for either. You have to focus on your diet and make time for exercise.

#2: this is the card crossing you, which means it is representing what is about to occur: it is the world. This shows that a cycle has been completed, and relief will soon come, but you must make some changes for the relief to come. You have to remember that youre the creator of your space in this world and you must change things to suit you to find the completion of the cycle and respite.

#3: this is the card that represents the events going on that cloud your mind and alter your actions-its the control factor position. The card is the 5 of swords. This card represents a lot of negative energy and actions. There has been an almost dark presence looming around you. This card shows that negativity and meanness have come to be almost second nature lately, and its very likely that many arguments have been had. This card also suggests that you sever the ties between you and a new person that has come into your life, as theyre flooding you with their negativity, which damages you mentally, physically, and spiritually.

#4: this card shows the root of the problem, the cause of the issues at hand. There are two meanings to this card, so I will give you both, as I believe both apply here. The card is the Knight of Pentacles. This card represents someone that creates their world, they have full control over their environment and their self discipline is strict and true. They have a healthy diet, exercise, mentally challenge themselves, and when something isnt right as they want it, they make the changes needed to make their world what they want it to be. The other meaning represents a man with these qualities, but, as its in the root of all issues position, it could be that blame is placed on this person, or that the arguments and negativity involve this person. This blame and feelings of negativity need to be banished because its not this persons fault. The other one that recently came into your life is flooding you with the negativity and blame is flying around everywhere. So, take both of those meanings.

#5: this is the card that shows what is passing now: it is the king of cups. This shows that you are at a point where you can heal yourself now. Open yourself up to what is shown to you in dreams because you will be getting wisdom and great advice on healing yourself and also growing spiritually. Now is the time to reopen, focus on the heart chakra, and allow God to fill your heart with light again. Youve been poisoning yourself, and now youre being offered an opportunity to fix things and heal.

#6: this is the card of the future within the next 6 months: it is the 2 of swords reversed-you have blinded yourself to your abilities and to the influence you have on the environment around you: in reverse, this card shows that the blindfold is removed, and something will occur that allows you to see the whole picture and use a skill to promote good health, relationships, business issues, and even conflict. I would say that my guess as to the action, is the removal of the negativity creator.

#7: this is the card that represents you: it is the five of wands reversed: you must let go of old aggravations and old pet peeves to find harmony in your life. Generally, your soul is a peaceful one, but due to restriction, negativity, lack of self-discipline, and a lack of creativity, you cannot find harmony.

#8: this position represents your relationships/friendships/etc. The card is the 9 of pentacles. Again, the negativity cycle will end, and a oneness can be achieved within all of your relations. Also, this card represents a woman that is of her own means, one that is peaceful, but firm, and creates a peaceful atmosphere of her own. Her health is good, and she also determines the financial success of the family. So, the cycle of darkness can be ended now, so that you will have what this card represents instead.

#9: this card represents your hopes and fears. It is the 3 of wands: this card suggests that you hope for successful unity, mutual cooperation, and being able to count on someone else to help you, but in turn, you also fear that the ships may have already sailed, that its too late, and that no matter what, it wont occur.

#10: this is the final outcome. If the advice in the cards is followed, good health will come to you, a release from negativity will occur, relationships will be enhanced, and a cycle of negativity and darkness will end.

Z13

The card that lies on top of you shows your world at the moment. It is the two of pentacles. This card suggests that you are in the midst of a major decision making time. Great change is coming financially, but you must act quickly and decisively or you will miss out on this opportunity.

Card #2: this shows the opportunities or obstacles that are being presented to you. It is the two of wands. This card suggests that there are other partnerships involved in this business matter, and that a steady, free flow of communication and trade must be established and maintained for success. It would seem that there are three people/things involved in this partnership, as the grouping of 3 “2″ cards indicate.

#3: this position shows what occupies your mind and has basic control over everything you do: it is the reversed knight of pentacles. This card suggests feelings of being stuck and not knowing or being unable to choose for oneself the direction in life one should go. It suggests that you may be willing to let others choose for you, thinking that if it fails, then its not your fault, but if you choose, then you only have yourself to blame. This would bother anyone. However, this card also shows that you have everything you need, right now, to choose the right thing and succeed in financial matters.

#4: this is the position of the root of all of your problems. It is the Temperance card. This card suggests balance to heal ourselves. There is an imbalance in your life that causes you to fear your ability and your ability to choose wisely. You may try to correct this imbalance by mundane things- excessive shopping, crafting, planning but never doing, things of this nature. If it is absolutely not needed, don’t do it. In this way, you will become balanced and feel strong.

#5: this card is what is passing on you now and influencing your decisions and actions. It is the two of swords. This card shows us that there has been an inability to choose a path, or to make a clear cut decision on what to do for the future of financial matters. It is time to awaken and see the opportunity that is presented to you. Too much hesitation has occurred already.

#6: this card shows the future within the next 6 months, and it is the page of pentacles. This card represents. An unstoppable force once a decision has been reached. A message will come to you about these partnerships and the decision must be made quickly and logically to be successful. To doubt yourself and your ability would be wrong.

#7: this cards position is that of the self. This is you, in a nutshell, at the current moment: the card is the reversed emperor: this suggests a lack of self-control in some facet of your life. For some reason, i keep seeing crafty type things, but i don’t know what that means. But this card tells us that without self-discipline, you will fail to reach the leadership role that is awaiting you.

#8: this position is that of the house; which means relationships: it is the reversed 6 of wands. This card shows that those around you are part of your trial of self discipline and control, which leads to victory. The people around you, although not intentionally, may make you feel stuck in a rut, unable to progress because you must do more for them, or you’re always having to do things their way. You must move past their perspectives and focus on your inner strength and determination to achieve victory.

#9: this is the place of hopes and fears: it is the 10 of swords. You fear total ruin and failure. You fear the alienation of those around you because of what may happen if you fail. This is holding you back and creating that need to feel the void with the excessive habit.

10: this is the final outcome: the devil, reversed. If you follow the advice of these cards, conquer your self control and self doubt issues, and make the business decision swiftly and from a powerful position, you will achieve your goals. Your financial life, and home life, will both benefit, but more importantly, you will have freed yourself from the bonds that tie you down.

A1

The card that sits upon you is the Emperor. In this
position, it represents the current environment you are living in: i keep hearing LAW LAW LAW! THIS IS ABOUT LAW! this card shows that there is an opportunity for advancement and new knowledge that will be offered to you, but you limit yourself from a lack of self discipline. In order to move forward, more discipline is required. It also seems that an older male influence has much sway over these affairs.

#2: 5his card crosses you, and represents that which you are about to face, or are currently facing-2 of wands: huge opportunities are coming to you, and self confidence will determine whether or not you make these opportunities work for you. It may appear to be a very negative situation, but you have to change the perspective on it to a positive one, use self-confidence, and mold the situation to fit your goals.

#3: this card represents what is on your mind, your goals, desires, and what you are striving for: it is the 5 of wands (reversed), which represents harmony in all of one’s affairs.

#4: this card’s position represents the root of all your problems: It is the Hierophant- in this position, this card represents balance and integration. It warns us not to be too dogmatic in our approach to others involved in our lives, but to freely express yourself. Again, balance, self-confidence and self-discipline are required.

#5: this card represents events that are passing over you right now: it is the reversed high priestess: in this position, this tells us that something is being hidden from you. There are secrets that are being kept that would help you to succeed in an endeavor, and it most likely has to do with a woman.

#6: this card represents the future within the next 6 months, but I feel this is much closer to the present. It is also a card that can be changed by following the advice of the other cards. It is the reversed two of pentacles: there will be an issue with some type of contracts, and you may have to travel to complete this contractual deal, but if you do not compromise some and let the bargaining happen in a harmonious way, you will lose this deal.

#7: this card represents yourself: it is the 9 of wands. It shows that you are prepared for anything life can throw at you, but that you have seen your fair share of battles before, and you worry that you may not be prepared, or ready, for what is to come. You feel as if every detail has to be checked and rechecked and you have to remain constantly vigilant.

#8: this card represents your house/family/friendships: it is the reversed 5 of pentacles. There is a definite threat of a loss of a friend, partnership, job, or relationship. There is suffering and the situation is already tenuous. You must find the balance, self-confidence, and positive perspective to change this if you wish to do so. But, this card definitely warns of loss.

#9: this card represents your hopes and fears: it is the 9 of swords and shows that you fear being lost in misery, you fear loss of loved ones, a job, a friend, loss in general.

#10: this is the final outcome position, or the main advice card: 8 of pentacles reversed: if you do not learn the discipline and confidence and the ability to spin negatives into positives, and also express yourself, especially creatively, you will have to seek elsewhere for fulfillment. As in, you must find your center, and you must start to create from your own self expression, or your world will start to crumble until you do. This card shows that there is an artistic side to you, and that must be allowed to flourish.